I wonder what I've missed

At times like this

It’s when I missed writing the most.

Missed reading novels of my favorite authors the most.

Missed watching Jdramas of my favorite actors the most.

Missed and keep missing.

For the passed few months I’ve decided to ditch all the excessive entertainment I used to have claiming I should focus on studying (which I done none) and now, I think I’ve missed both.

I’m losing it all.

Study. Family. Friends. Love.

I can’t get the best out of them.

I can’t get a hold of them.

I’m losing them all.

Pathetic.