Again

I don't know what I'm feeling right now
I just don't

I am feelingless
I am weightless that I float

My mind is empty
My sight goes beyond walls and crowds
Silence is deafening that my senses are numb
Voices and sounds are no longer awakening
They make me shiver instead

I am terrified
I am haunted by what I am not certain of

This breath is deep and heaving
This chest is heavy and sinking
I might as well just give in
I will fall
Again