Journey to AIMST #Prologue - insight-

I personally think that insight is very important. I'll get to that later.

Many times we need people to refer to. Be it in any aspects at all. Or people even come to us because they claim they wanna help you. They believe they have what it takes to help you and they believe they can help you.

Without you knowing, the next thing you do is sit down listening to them, wowed by their achievements, nodding head with their suggestions.

How many of us really fell for these kind of things? How many of us go and listen to such talks, got our eyes and minds opened but by the time we walked out of the room, the transformation didn't even last?

How many of us go and listen to such talks, got our eyes and minds opened but by the time we walked out of the room, we still don't know what we want, what are we living for, what are we fighting for, what are we dying for?

Everything needs to start small. And each kick-start needs a plan. That small step needs maintenance to keep things up.

Let me tell you what. No matter how good the speakers are, how beneficial the advice may seem, remember to filter them. Don't just digest it straight away.

Talking bout insight, the most successful people is the ones who know what they want in life, and what they want in afterlife.

The greatest people are the ones who can stay balanced in all aspects in life. Not having mind and soul only concentrated in one area and literally ignore everything else that's happening around them.

The world isn't an ideal place to live in. It's a scary place to live in. People cheat, backstab, betray, overtake others, selfish. Everyone have their own personal interest. And remember, even if this is the so-called pattern how the world works, it doesn't mean you have to follow them.

Fight for what you believe worth fighting for
Live for what you believe worth living for
Stand for what you believe worth standing for.

Insight is important. Know yourself; know your purpose of life. And may I repeat. No matter how good the speakers are, how beneficial the advice may seem, remember to filter them. Don't just digest it straight away.

try to trace me. i'm exactly, precisely at the centre of the pic

Continue where I left off

Peace be upon you
May His rahmah be upon you

Now let's continue from where I left off.

24th & 25th March - Konvensyen Bidadari Dunia in PICC
30th & 31st March, 1st & 7th April - USIM Vice Chancellor Cup Debate
2nd - 6th April - Mid semester exam
7th & 8th April - National Medical Students Convention in AIMST, Kedah

I didn't join the USIM Vice Chancellor Cup Debate because of the mid semester exam preparation, too bad. And right after our last paper, Community Health on Friday at 10am, one hour later; 11am was our bus to AIMST, Kedah. Everything happened so fast that I didn't get to keep my very own pace.

Honestly I've missed writing a lot. Mostly because of time commitment. But, since we're on mid semester break now (1 week), I guess I'm gonna have to spend some time updating something beneficial.

Talking bout National Medical Students Convention, it was an awesome experience. I've learnt a lot, and definitely I've got a lot to share! So while I'm trying to compose nice entries for you guys, please do anticipate.

Actually I just reached hostel this morning at 4am. And now I'm actually at Terminal Bersepadu Selatan, writing to you while waiting for my 4.30pm bus to Kluang.

This Thursday I'm heading to Kelantan to attend our 3rd wedding of the batch on Saturday. Barakallahulakuma :)

Anyway to all my colleagues, happy holiday!

Till then, that was zawani zainudin writing to you.

spoil mood cuti tak telak gambar ni? tak kan? hehe

With You

Raef - With You (cover)

Allah,
I need Allah,
And the hearts all over the world tonight.
I said there's hearts all over the world tonight

What can I do?
I need Allah,
And the hearts all over the world tonight.
I said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Wish I was smarter, when I was younger.
Found something better - made me a winner and,
I'm so glad to be Yours!
It's my life that you own.


I start my journey when You forgive me
I swear my whole world stops.
You are in my heart and, I'm so glad that its fine
You are One truly kind...

You lighten me!
(I) Feel it, through and through, and
For sure ya Rabbee, there ain't nothing You can't do!
Because if I got You,
I don't need money!
I don't need cars!
Lord, you're my all!

And...Oh!
I'm into You my Lord,
No one else would do!
With every test you put me through,
the miracles, you help me do..
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight,
with the Love of their life who feel...what I feel when I'm

With You, with You, with You, with You, ya Rahman!
With You, with You, with You, ya Raheem!

I don't want nobody else
Without You there's no one left and,
the Master of judgment day,
I got to have Your love and I cannot do without,

If I got You,
I don't need money!
I don't need cars!
Lord, you're my all!

Oh!
I'm into You my Lord,
No one else would do!
With every test you put me through,
the miracles, you help me do..

With You, with You, with You, with You, ya Rahman!
With You, with You, with You, ya Raheem!

And I will never try to deny,
That You are my life,

Because if You ever let me go I would die!

So, I won't front!
I don't need another mission,
I just need you as my vision!
If I got You, I'll be straight,
Rabbee I need you every day!

I need Allah...
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
I said there's hearts all over the world tonight
What can I do?

I need Allah...
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
I said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Rab ighfirly
Fantal kareemuu!

Wa3fu ya rabbee
Fantar raheemuu!

With You, with You, with You, with You, ya Rahman!
With You, with You, with You, ya Raheem!

Ps: in the middle of reading mycology for exam tomorrow!

I'm still here

Peace be upon you
Allah's rahmah be upon you
insyaAllah

I haven't been updating for so long, I know. But I'm still here. I mean literally I wasn't going anywhere and I'm not going anywhere. Still in to-and-fro motion. My life revolves around hostel and campus, everyday. With the peripheral activities, tournaments, events, conventions etc. Just like any university students out there, just like any other medical students out there. But what makes me different, and perhaps what makes you too diferent, is when we set our intention to do all these, to live this life SOLELY BECAUSE OF ALLAH.

Now that was quite an introduction ain't it. Quite an introduction for someone who has abandoned her blog for weeks.

Sincerely there were a lot of things happened, a lot of things happening, and a lot of things going to happen in the future. Can't do much about what had happened except to learn from it or to treasure it. For what's happening all I can do is to give my best for it. And as for what's going to happen, anything that I know of, I need to be mentally and physically prepared. And for everything that I don't know of, let's just hope Allah will plan them beautifully for me.

General isn't it? I wasn't telling what's it all about. But hey, I think that suits each and everyone of us, this happens to us right.

I don't know if I can keep you guys updated for the time being. Maybe not, and I'm quite positive after this entry, you'll have to wait maybe another 2 weeks or more for another blog post. One word. BUSY.

Busy. Yes. But I will always pray to Allah, to not let me be too carried out with this business of dunya.

Anyway the main thing that I wanna say here is of course;

1) to apologize for the hiatus
2) I wanna kinda let all of you know that, from this moment and onwards perhaps my writing style will be a bit different. How different, you have to anticipate that.
3) I'm on twitter now! Since I rarely posted my updates here and as well as on facebook. You can just follow me on twitter. Refer to the right panel, below my 'about me' column.

I never thought I would fall for that blue bird too

Talking about facebook and twitter. So far I've been running these both account independently to each other. But then when I tried to connect my twitter to facebook so my friends could catch up with my updates, suddenly it just feels a bit awkward.

1) awkward to post too many tweets at a time
2) awkward when there are more people on facebook than on twitter
3) awkward when people start commenting on my tweets on facebook
4) awkward when more people start accessing my twitter

So I concluded that I should keep my twitter away from facebook. To see it from a bright side, it's pretty much like a promotion and publicity.

Actually I really have to keep this post short. Mind you. Mind me. My mid semester exam starts tomorrow. Monday to Friday.

I should've smack my head for logging onto my blooger account at the first place. *dushdushdush*

A writer would always be a writer I guess.

Till then. Please anticipate my updates.